18 June 2009

Failure = Success

Being a weird person like I always am, I love to stand out and be different from most people. Why does a person need to make life so troublesome just to stay incognito and to be able to fit in with the social norms of life. I, having a not quite poplar social life, feel very bored and sometimes decide to withdraw myself from the realistic life I am living in. This is when I most likely 'zone out' and not to mention, it would be the time that I feel very depressed and disappointed in my management of every decision making. The hardest situation a teenager is forced to deal with. *sigh*

Lately, I have been extremely busy with school activities in conjunction with my school's 80th anniversary celebration. Woohoo! The fun fact about these activities is that a lot of students (including me) get to skip class all week, ain't that fun? The downside is our papers are being distributed without us. So, I absolutely have no idea what on Earth are my marks going to look like. To make matters worse, my mother, who is very caring and religious, cares a little too much sometimes. As a result, as soon as I reach home after a long day helping out with the preparations, I would be bombarded with question after question, not only about how I did for my examinations but also the reasons why I came home late. As a conclusion, my studies are as a matter of fact, a total 'bummer'; a 'sunny side down'; down the toilet bowl...

As a conclusion to this matter, I guess things so far can only be described as a failure. Yes, a big failure. Well, hopefully, everything will turn out alright tomorrow... I can't imagine what tomorrow will have in stored for me. Well, can anybody? In just 10 hours and 14 minutes, the 19th of June 2009, SMK St. Columba will be opening it's doors to the public and hopefully it will be a huge success.